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Post by admin on Jul 21, 2006 12:39:04 GMT -5
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Post by Kaitlyn on Jun 16, 2020 21:46:16 GMT -5
I found this page today and maybe it’s a way I can heal myself. I don’t know if people even read or see any of this, especially since the last post was 2006. I miss you. I wish I remembered your voice and your hugs and everything that I experienced in our short time together. I wish I understood why you were taken but I don’t. I wish you were here, so badly. I love you. I hope you see and love me too.
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Post by Kaitlyn on Aug 2, 2020 22:08:08 GMT -5
I wish you could meet the sweet love of mine. I think you would like his kind heart and bright smile. He’s become everything to me over the last couple years. More than anything he makes me happy. He makes me want to experience the world through his eyes and my own. Our love is something magical and I wish I could tell you all about it. I miss you and I hope you’re smiling down on me and you can see the love and joy that fills me. I love you Daddy
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Post by Kaitlyn on Dec 15, 2020 23:44:53 GMT -5
Another holiday season came so quickly, a time that is filled with so much love and also so much grief. It’s comes in big waves, kind of like the waves I just watched collapse on one of the planets in Interstellar. Maybe I should think of it in that way, that somewhere, in some place, at some point in time, I will see you again. We will be able to have every conversation we’ve missed, every memory we should have made, and every hug I’ve ever needed. I hope you speak to me in ways I kind of notice, kind of like those things people talk about. I wish I had some way of knowing it was you, I always think of the bunny in the backyard that seems to look the same to me every year. I hope it’s you, hiding in the grass, too scared to get to close. I miss you, or the idea of you because I learned that my body has shed any kind of touch you have ever given me. I’m sad. Sad that there is a hole in my life that I can imagine over and over again but every time I don’t even know if I have your voice right. At least I can talk to you this way and hope that I see you in the world around me. Talk to me in my dreams, please, I just want to know you’re okay and that you miss me too, and you are right beside me. This year is year fifteen, 3/4 of my life have been without you. I love you always, I always think about you, and I always dream of the memories and times we would have had together. I love you with all of my heart, Daddy. Until the time I find myself here again.
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Post by Kaitlyn on May 2, 2022 12:26:03 GMT -5
Hi Daddy -
It’s May 2022, I’m about to finish college. I can’t believe it, nor can I believe that I have just a short time left as a collegiate athlete, playing a sport I’ve fallen in love with. There have been so many ups and downs and I wish you could have been here for all of them. I’ve broken records and earned awards, something that four years ago, I would have laughed about. I hope you’re smiling so bright, I wish you could have been at Senior Day and going to graduation but I know you’ll be there! I love you.
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